And I remember looking at this picture of Sir Galahad, and, and, and he was kneeling, and light streaming over his face, and I remember… thinking, uh, I could never go on a quest like that. Because I’m not clean. I mean, I was just a little kid. You think… maybe I knew? I mean, deep down, that I had… demon blood in me, and about the evil of it, and that I wasn’t pure?